April 2012
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“Whenever I feel my emotions getting the best of me, I simply picture an empty...”
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“Do you think I’m any less screwed up than you are? I wake up every morning...”
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shallow
I try and i try to please everybody, and im sick of people being disappointed if for once i think about myself. Yet to them, i have always been selfish. Its like they dont see what i do and the effort i put in, i am just branded as being shallow. I will admit, that at times i feel like all i have going for me is the external me, but just because i care more for that doesnt make me a selfish...
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“and i dont know how to react, or if i should fight back..”
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Smiles
Throughout my life, the one thing I have learnt is to smile when i dont really feel like it. the times i have stood there talking to someone, wanting to just break down, but instead smiling. Smiling makes things simpler in life, people do not ask questions if you dont give them a reason to. It masks out your pain. I guess thats why some people see me as a shell. Its not that I dont care, i just...
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“sometimes i just feel like a shell, where nothing else matters in my life but...”
Memories
I just heard a song on tv that reminded me of my cousin. ‘Fly’ by celine dion was the song that my cousin was buried to nearly 8 years ago. They say time flies and it really does. I feel so guilty that as the more time goes by, the more i feel like im forgetting her. I know i never will because of all of the reminders, but all i have left of her is a distant memory and tats what kills...
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“how i would kill to run away to a small town in europe”
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“no one is better at plastering on a fake smile than me…”
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“I wish I could’ve lived my life without making any wrong turns. But that’s...”
finally making some friends in Adelaide :) and its so great cause they like me too. I guess coming from a school where i felt like nobody liked me has made it hard for me to make friends but i have fun with them :) i guess i have the best of both worlds having my bestie come from pirie and now some adelaide friends…life is swell
“I guess when you look at people who are about to end their life, that you...”
“gee, bit crushed when u find out that some of your friends don’t consider...”
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I have such an appreciation for those that know what they want in life, cause i dont know what i want. All i know is i want to be happy and im already nearly there :)
“We get bigger, we get taller, we get older, but for the most part, we’re still a...”
“Best night out last night! :D”
“We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing...”
“What doesn’t kill you, makes you wish it did…”
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“im going in for the kill”
“People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is...”
– Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
